This latest chemo treatment is kicking my ass. I’ve not felt this bad since I first started my treatments. Not sure why. I know the poisons that I get are accumulating in my body so this is probably the reason. I must say I’m growing tired of it.
I know I will have better days.. I just need to vent.. sometimes its just not so easy to be positive.. Today I just am…
I’m so sorry Laurie! I’m sure the fact that the pain is for a greater good is absolutely no comfort to you when you feel like crap. Your situation sucks and it’s not fair…so you just vent anytime you need to! Thinking of you always! xo
Vent all you need to Sweetie…we are all here for you. I hope you start feeling a little better soon. As always, I’m saying a prayer for you.
Simply being has its place. Rest when you feel the need. You’ve really become great at listening to your body and going with it. Don’t let go of that. You are amazing and have done amazing things these last few months, knowing yourself, accepting what you can’t change…
I love you and your spirit.
YOM
Alisha I cannot thank you enough for your beautiful words.. they really have helped healed me that much more and gave me much needed strength this morning.. thank you so very much.. xoxo
I really have taken a long time in saying anything to you about this pesky situation….and for that I apologize. Know that it is not that I didn’t want to, but i was kind of waiting until something more than “I’m sorry” came out. Yes, I’m sorry..Of course I am.. who the fuck isn’t that such a beautiful creature is plagued with such a burden as such, but you deserved so much more than an “I’m sorry”…So I waited. … I always thought you were so beautiful with your long curly red hair, but it was only distracting me from the mesmeric you…but now I know…If you were to take off the scarf..I’d be just as enamored with the shape of your head…It was never your hair…it was always YOU. You are such an amazing and beautiful woman. Know that your strength gives me courage…and your courage gives me will. And your will is the reason that I can be humbled and grounded and remember to appreciate little things
like the sunrise if i am still awake, or a flower in full bloom, or a strong woman who has agreed to life and is fighting for it, all the while remembering what is beautiful and sacred..you amaze me.