Sometimes it isn’t so easy waiting to feel better…
Sometimes it isn’t easy having all these creative thoughts and desires but not be able to physically do them…
Sometimes it’s difficult to reconcile what my mind wants with what my body needs…
Sometimes I get very tired from all of it ..
Sometimes I get very lonely…
Sometimes I feel these things that I should refrain from saying…
Sometimes these feelings need to be shared in order for me to remain real…
Sometimes it’s necessary to say the honest to goodness truth about having cancer…
This is one of those times…
~ peace ~

Big hugs, Laurie! I can imagine that the difference between what your head wants and what your body can do would be immensely frustrating! Please know I’m here…
There is nothing you should refrain from saying. If you feel lousy and are afraid, or just exhausted. It’s ok to say. Important to share your feelings. Amazing how sharing puts everything in perspective.
YOM